Wednesday, March 5, 2025

February Reading Wrap Up



This February, I finally managed to get back into the flow of reading. I haven't read much for nearly a year, if not longer, so to actually have a list of books that I have read this month is quite a nice change.

The majority of them were audiobooks, as otherwise I would have had nowhere near enough time to get through as many books, but it still counts.


FOUR STARS

Worth a Shot by Amy Ewing

The Wake Up Call by Beth O'Leary


FIVE STARS

The Flatshare by Beth O'Leary

Blade Broken by Niranjan

The Midnight Library by Matt Haig

Queen Bee by Jane Fallon

The Road Trip by Beth O'Leary


In total, I read 7 books. 6 of these were audiobooks, and 1 was an ebook.

I have made a list of books on my ereader that I plan to read in March, and am hoping to read as many, if not more, books in March.

All the Beth O'Leary books will be getting reviews at some point in the future, so keep an eye out! They will all be together in one post, so it'll be a long one, but hopefully a good one!

I was pleasantly surprised by The Midnight Library. I already knew it was a very popular book online when I started reading (listening to) it, but it didn't really click with me for the first quarter of the book. For a while, I considered not finishing it, but I kept going, and I did end up really enjoying it. 

Queen Bee was a book I listened to on a whim. I saw it on a community bookshelf, and then it popped up on my audiobook library app as well. It was the quickest book I read, I finished it in just over 24 hours. 

Blade Broken was the only ebook I read last month, but it was one of the best. I did put a review up of this one as well, which you can read HERE!

Anyway. I'll stop rambling and get back to reading!

That's all for now...

Bye!


Wednesday, February 26, 2025

Short Story – Don't Stop Moving



The hem of my jacket caught on the top of the barbed fence as I leapt over, pulling it up my body and almost sliding it off my arms as I fell down the other side. With what seemed like a mightily loud ripping noise, I was freed, but instead of flying gracefully, I tumbled in a heap at the bottom of the fence.

A dog howled, and I turned to look through the fence, my breath hitching as I panted, out of breath. They were getting closer. Too close. 

I scrambled to my feet and kept running, ducking in and out of the trees as best I could in the dark. There were no lights to help me, this was not a well walked path that lamps had been installed along. Even the moon was hiding its face, tucked safely behind the heavy clouds. Rain was on its way, and it wasn’t going to hold off for much longer. 

My feet pounded against the forest floor, slipping on the damp leaves and trying my hardest to not trip on the tree roots emerging from beneath the ground. My lungs burned, and the cool air wasn’t helping. Every breath felt like being stabbed by icicles from the inside, but it wasn’t like I had a choice. I couldn’t duck and hide in the bushes. I would simply be resigning myself to becoming a plaything for the dogs. Although that might be better than the fate I would face if they actually caught me. No, better for the dogs to get to me first.

Barking echoed through the night, and I could hear the faint shouts of men, branches snapping all around me. I pressed on, praying to come across something, anything, that would help me. A road, a house. Some sign of other people that might come to my rescue and keep me safe. I could see nothing, though, though the darkness. I could barely see far enough ahead to weave between the trees without running straight into one. I had made it over the fence though. I was out of the compound. Just how deep in the woods could they have built it? They had to get supplies in from somewhere – that thought was the only thing pushing me on. The idea that they couldn’t have built it too far from civilisation. Just far enough behind the fence that no one would find it.

The rain didn’t start with a few drops, easing into the shower, but instead began pelting down the icy water, letting out all of its frustrations at once. If I couldn’t see before, I certainly couldn’t now. I reached up to wipe away the droplets clinging to my eyelashes, blinking furiously. What if I wasn’t even going the right way. For all I knew, I could be going further into the inky blackness of the trees. How far would they chase me before giving up?

That was a stupid question. I knew too much. If they couldn’t catch me to put me back where I belonged, they would loose the dogs to kill me. There could be no whistleblower. No escapees. No survivors.

For all my efforts in pressing on, staying upright, dodging everything, my downfall was a bramble root, carving itself into and out of the earth, looping itself in amongst its fellow roots. My foot caught, and my speed was my downfall, tumbling me forwards and sideways against the declining earth. I tried to tuck my arms up to my head, to cover my face with the sleeves of my jacket, but I needn’t have bothered. I came to a stop at the bottom of the hill in a heap, the exposed skin on my hands and face stinging with scratches. If I had previously held any hope that the rain might’ve hindered the dogs in their hunt, washing away my scent, the blood I was leaving in the indented brambles down the slope I had just traveled down at great speed was certainly going to get their attention. 

I dragged myself back to my feet, but I had lost the ability to press on. My lungs aches, and every breath I took seemed to be getting shallower and shallower, until I felt like I was suffocating. I could feel a drop of blood running down my forehead, and the ankle that had caught in the bramble burned furiously with every step. I tried, but found I could no longer run.

Struggling to breath, I walked into the deepest, thickest growth of bushes I could find, the branches grabbing at my legs and arms, pulling themselves around my body as I forced my way though them. The trees growing amongst them had low enough branches for me to force my arms to pull myself up into, and I climbed as high as I could before my limbs felt about to give out and send me back towards the ground.

I sat in the dark, straddling a branch and hugging the trunk of the tree, trying desperately to slow my breathing, but failing as it came in shuddering gasps. I closed my eyes, leaning my forehead against the rough wood, coated in the softness of damp moss, as the rain pounded the world around me. I was semi-shielded by the leaves of the tree, and I could do nothing but hope and pray that they would hide me as well as shelter me.

I could hear voices getting closer, so much so that I could hear the dogs straining on their leads, trying to pull forwards quicker than they were being allowed. Behind my eyelids, I could see lights, and I couldn’t help but open them, and watch my demise come forth to me. 

Torch light forced its way through the rain and trees, falling across my face. In the darkness, I had thought myself more covered by leaves than I clearly was, and with the dogs surrounding the bushes around me, spit flying from their mouths as they snapped up at me, their eyes crazed at the potential opportunity to be set free to tear me down, it was evident that my time was up.

“Ready. Aim.” An array of torch mounted hunting rifles pointed at me, the beams of light proving the intention and aim was true, and I closed my eyes again. At least I wouldn’t be returning. I would never be going back to that place.

“Fire.”


And done!

This is the first bit of writing I have done in literal months, and I really enjoyed it!

I remember why I need to make time for doing this now.

Where do I find the time to continue doing this...?

Anyway, that's all for now...

Bye!


Wednesday, February 19, 2025

Movie Review – Subservience – When artificial intelligence blends into the human world, where do you draw the line between robot and human?


I haven't watched many films for a very long time, my attention span has gone out the window and I can't keep my concentration on anything long enough to actually finish watching something. Example – I've been watching The Good Place for weeks. I've only got 5 episodes left, but do you think I can summon the attention to actually watch them? Nope. 

Anyway, this was the first film that I've watched in literal months. So enjoy my review!


Megan Fox stars as Alice, a lifelike artificially intelligent android, who has the ability to take care of any family and home. Looking for help with the housework, a struggling father (Michele Morrone) purchases Alice after his wife becomes sick. Alice suddenly becomes self-aware and wants everything her new family has to offer, starting with the affection of her owner -- and she'll kill to get it.


My Review!


Nick isn't against admitting that he's struggling. He's home alone with his two young children, while his beloved wife is stuck in hospital, awaiting a heart transplant.

To make matters worse, with artificial intelligence on the rise, and lifelike 'sims' becoming more and more popular, his job as a construction worker seems to have a ticking clock on it. The sims are much more efficient, can work without tiring, and don't make mistakes.

But what difference will buying one for his house make? He won't have to cook, or clean, which will make more time for him to spend with his children, and visiting his wife – right? The sim his daughter chooses is a top of the range household sim, designed to be good with children and to learn from their environment and adapt to be the best as possible at the task designated to them. 

But Alice takes her role a little too seriously.

When I decided to watch this film, I did not realise it was so newly released. It has only been out for a couple of months. One thing I did notice almost instantly is it's similarities to the game, Detroit: Become Human. Even down to the book Alice in Wonderland, there are a lot of similarities between the game and this movie. If you liked the game, which I certainly do, this movie can certainly be enjoyed. It brings a whole new level to the idea of lifelike androids gaining sentience, and starting to make their own decisions. 

Nick is a character that I was fairly conflicted on. He is incredibly loyal to his family, but he also struggles in his day to day life. There are more than a few things playing on his mind, and with his wife in hospital awaiting life-saving surgery, you can’t exactly expect him to be on top form. He does, however, make some decisions in this film that make you want to grab him and give him a good shake, for he does things without thinking at times, and lets his emotions rule his thoughts, rather than thinking logically. He does, however, make you feel sympathetic towards him, and it is difficult not to like him to some degree. 

The world of artificial intelligence in this movie is something to be feared, but also marvelled over. The degree of efficiency achieved by computers over humans is impressive, and yet poses a threat to many. If a computer can do the job better, why hire a human to do it? A computer does not have the emotional capacity to need time off, and can get things done a lot faster, and without the margin for error. Humans are becoming jobless due to the rise in advanced AI, and what’s worse, is it is difficult to tell who is human and who is not. Until they do something entirely robotic, the sims in this film are portrayed as incredibly realistic, and and so integrated with society that even those who don’t like their involvement have no choice but to rely on them.

Alice, in this film, is supposed to follow Nick’s every order, and work to make his life as easy as possible, and yet, as she begins to rewrite her own code in an attempt to become as human as she can, she begins to read into things incorrectly. She may present as having her own emotions, but they are still incredibly computerised and her reactions are not that of an emotional decision, but rather of a carefully planned choice, and yet are illogical, for she lacks the ability to properly understand how her actions will affect others. Her only goal is to try and make Nick happy by eliminating the stresses in his life – she does, however, fail to understand how important the things causing the stress might be to him.

There is certainly action in this film, and tense enough scenes to make you sit on the edge of your seat. As the film progresses, the level of danger Nick and his family face increases dramatically, and you can’t help but hope that everything will be alright for his family, and that Alice will somehow be stopped. Even in some of the calmer scenes, you can’t help but feel tense, for it is clear that something is about to happen, and that it won’t be good. There are some scenes in this film that are entirely predictable, and yet, they do still create tension.

Although Nick’s lack of ability to make properly, informed choices at times, and that no one suspects anything untoward from Alice sooner in the film can be highly frustrating, this is a good film. It does keep your interest, and pose some serious threats with AI taking over the world from the humans. If you have played Detroit: Become Human, this could almost be considered a story from the other perspective, although of a significantly more violent nature. This is a story from the human’s perspective, of AI taking over the world and cornering them. Although very similar to the game, it does have some differences, and fans of the game are likely to enjoy the film.


And done!

This film did remind me of how much I enjoyed playing Detroit: Become Human – I think I might have to play it again. I still haven't played through a lot of the different pathways!

For the first film I've watched in a few months, it definitely wasn't an awful one!

Anyway, that's all for now...

Bye!